This post will probably involve many mixed emotions. Lately, I have felt blocked from writing and if you are a writer of some-sort you understand the feeling.
Last night as I was wounding down after yet another exhausting day, I surfed my Netflix and clicked a random film to watch, Not Another Happy Ending, a Scottish-English Independent Romantic Film. The film was about a writer being blocked due to too much happiness and not enough emotions to execute on paper. Strangely it was a coincidence!
I have an unplanned Summer ahead of me and way too many things I want to get done. My drive and motivation to complete tasks is becoming impossible and it is completely mind-boggling. I cannot even get simple tasks done such as, summarizing a script I have written or simply fluffing up a film article.
This weekend my mom and I have two big weddings and one of them is my best friends sisters wedding, which is quite exciting! Unfortunately though, weddings are beginning to tire me out and my enthusiasm is not up to par. If someone asked me to get married today, I would say, “let’s elope!”
What is going on with me?
I think after sometime, when we are constantly on the go in this world of chaos, we need to look at the big picture and see that there is too much happening and it’s okay. But for me it is time to take a vacation!! After this weekend I plan to add a Vacation on my calendar ASAP!
When I was back in England last Summer, I spent most of my time on foot walking around and wandering. That feeling of wandering around is un-explainable and it’s that feeling that I am hungry for. I believe every person, once a year should try to make a trip somewhere for three to four days. Not necessarily abroad, but away from home and with not a lot of people you do not know. You get a chance to live with the silence of yourself and understand the noise going on inside your mind. If you are not the type to be alone, this is the easiest way to learn to do it. Traveling distracts you from even feeling alone, and you meet all kinds of people on the way!
So it’s time for me, it is time for me to go somewhere and be somewhere! Hopefully soon I can share my next journey with all of you very soon!
Thanks for reading always!
– A New Girl in a City –